Written 13/11/2026 ??/?? I feel like everyone is born a happy person. I'm pretty sure you were. Life does work in crazy ways, you get left someday and someday you find love. Some of us get too caught up in events of just the "getting left". I don't know whose fault is it anymore. get a grip, amirite? well, yeah. Get a grip, indeed. Imagine a person who got so numb finding love though? Perfect pretty love. He's numb so he can't really express it or even know that he's feeling it. Someday the other person gets tired. They leave. I don't know if it's his fault. I don't know really. I pity people who go numb in life. And ofcourse I pity myself.