written 31/10/2025 12:44 It's really not a movie. Everything is absurd. Everything is life. Everything is alive. No, your life won't finish like that one movie. It won't have that particular happy ending it was "supposed" to have. No one knows what's gonna happen. You can die at any point in your life. When you're sad, or when you're happy, or when you're just vibing. It's really not a movie. I see myself being too pessimist or optimist sometimes, realising now it doesn't even matter because things really are absurd. Optimists and Pessimists are same side of the same coin and the other side is empty. You never know what's gonna happen man. We're just wasting our time relating to movies and reels. We're just nomads in an ocean of emotions that does/won't not even matter. And yeah, maybe I'm just being an edgy retard here, but I really don't fucking think so. I don't think this is some high level of discovery, probably the chai wala has similar insights too but this thing is like space. Everyone knows what space is but it's still fucking mind woggling. Goodnight.